No Goodbyes
“No goodbyes. Laters. Goodbyes are ending. We never end”
I’m not used to not having someone to talk to every night but for the past few days I either fall asleep early or just sit by myself with no one to talk to. I end up thinking and thinking about random things.
Random thought for tonight: I realized that I rarely say goodbye to people who are very important to me. I don’t remember when I started doing it but I am quite sure that there are very few people I do this to. If I feel like they are to stay in my life forever and I do intend to have them stay, at some point when they say goodbye I tell them to not say goodbye to me. I make them say “later/s” instead. I hate goodbyes. Makes me feel like I’ll never get to see this person again or that there’s an expiration date. So I make them skip saying goodbye. It’s like a promise. A promise that we are to talk again, that we are to see each other again. Then it becomes a habit.
"‘Wag ka masyadong lalapit sa mga masusungit, matatapang, galit sa mga relasyon o “reserved” na tao kung ang dahilan mo lang ay curious ka sa kung sino ba sila talaga dahil kapag binuwag mo ang bakod na nilagay nila sa gitna nila at ng mundo duon mo lang maaalala na mas madaling durugin ang pusong bato kaysa sa malambot na puso."
Trisha Jarabelo
"Absolute peace can only be found in solitude."
Trisha Jarabelo
Ang Unang Ma-inlove Talo
Madalas, totoo yung sinasabi nila na ang unang ma-inlove talo. Ikaw nauna mag risk eh. You make yourself vulnerable. Paano kung wala naman pala siya balak talaga? O kaya di siya nauna kasi he doesn’t like you enough? Tapos dahil in love ka na gagawin mo ang lahat para magustuhan ka rin niya pero dahil alam niyang gusto mo na siya hindi na siya mag eeffort, ikaw na lang. Makikita ka na niya as an option instead of a goal. Sa umpisa fleeting feeling of happiness para sa kanya kasi nageeffort ka at bumigay ka na sa nararamdaman mo pero dadating sa point na maiisip niya na may iba din naman na pwedeng mag effort sa kanya or gusto niya din mag effort. Nakakaadik kasi yun, ang humabol ng hindi mo maabot. Pero dahil ikaw na ang nageeffort hindi na niya kelangan mag effort sayo kaya sa iba na lang. Nakuha na niya ang puso mo eh. Bakit ka pa hahabulin?
To My Tumblr Friends!
Dearest Tumblr friends,
I will be transforming my Tumblr into an account where I write my realizations even how naive they could be. No more 9gag posts. Sarreh. Buutttt read my posts still! I’m sure you’ll learn from my ups and downs ;)
Trisha
"Hindi porket nagaaway tayo ibig sabihin nun eh may pake na tayo sa isa’t isa. Pwedeng nagaaway tayo dahil pareho tayong makasarili."
Trisha Jarabelo
"Getting tired is nothing if you love what you are doing!"
Trisha Jarabelo
"I do not believe in giving up but I believe in facing reality."
Trisha Jarabelo
"Ayaw mo na? Siguraduhin mo muna. Tandaan mo. Pag pinakawalan mo pwedeng makuha ng iba. Kaya mo bang tanggapin yun?"
Trisha Jarabelo
